Self Made Cholesterol and the Obviously Resulting Blockage

too often i have ignored all that is right which has caused me to miss out on my true and actual plight alone i am now and one with webs and the dust chapped and ashy i have become well on my way to rust my mother once told me to loosen the noose of my shield to late now do i see the world and the decorative grounds and fields now i am an insomniac driven by a wayfaring loner's rage i only have myself to blame for the rapidity in which i now age....