Self Love

I read that you should love others as you love yourself Things got confusing and I began abusing because I equated love for touching and inserted feelings so I began the physical application of what I was doing which ruined the implicated love I was meant to be pursuing. Everytime I got busy my inner man said "Boy what are you doing "'I' said, love her as you love you" I was so confused until I really listened to my own No I begin deconstructing the way self had been raping me after I had a little too much to drink. I started loving me without hands and it opened a love without borders with no ends I could finally hold her heart so I could truly love her and to my surprise when I opened my eyes I didn't have a desire to love myself the way I was doing. A new kind of love is what we all should be pursuing.