Seeping Depression

Im the one that says i love you and means it but still its me you deceive, And you know i'll be crushed by depession yet you still choose to leave, You said it yourself that us being together was fate, But now your leaving me in a depressed suicidal state, You deserting me has formed a scar that runs unimaginally deep, And from it sadness and loneliness constantly seep, Unable to be stopped by any cover or patch, Not even by a new door with a latch, What you've done to me seems like a curse, Pain never getting better only growing steadily worse