Secrets Hidden

I sit and cry night after night Scared to turn on the light Afraid of what I mite see That silhouette of me Mirrors reflection casting shadows of the past Times misfortune undeniably all I can grasp My intentions full of pride Yet hiding behind walls cemented lies Sickly mucky gooey slimy smiles Deserted sad lonely torturing miles Alone I walk them without a hand Embracing the drip dropping of times sand Fading from site gone forever A chance to relive them slim to never Grasping for breath to inhale my demeanor Loosing its weight becoming leaner