Secret Admire

Hiding real core in pretence Winds around me chanted love hymns Whispering into the ears Silver words wrapping the joint hopes Why you seemed so deaf to hear the whispering Eyes so blind to see me smiling The old terrifying waters that flooded happiness Coated your heart with fear of recurrent heartbreaks What a hard nut it appeared to be Feelings couldn’t overcome the heart’s stubbornness On my death bed, only for you to shed crocodiles tears Why did you allow the past electroplate the present with regrets Now hungry for my love but far from my reach