Secret

I have this little secret. 
It lives in the back of my head 
It tells me over and over 
I'd be better off if I were dead. 

It rumbles around inside
And consumes my every thought 
It tells me over and over 
Life would be better if I were not. 

There are times that I agree 
Times that I'm unsure 
At times I push it down 
Other times I just endure. 

This little secret in my brain 
This haunting little thing 
It makes me hate myself 
It makes me hate everything.
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Bartley Avatar
April 4, 2025 at 8:25 PM
OUCH! I love the honesty and understand the need to keep it secret and hidden but here you are ... a poet! All ALIVE and all. Thanks for sharing!
Malone  Avatar
April 5, 2025 at 9:33 AM
Thank you!
Agustin Avatar
April 3, 2025 at 2:55 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
Malone  Avatar
April 5, 2025 at 9:33 AM
Thank you!
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