Seasons

Season’s The defining moments in my life, are like the seasons in me. The season I was in, determined who I’d be. Just when I started understanding it seemed the season turned. The things that I lost became what I yearned. In the spring time of my life I was foolish and young. There seemed little consequence for all that I had done. I hit the road running, never looking back. Never seeing what I needed, only what I lacked. So much around disappeared, then it all was gone, These became the moments for which I longed. In the summer of my life, I basked out in the sun. No responsibilities, my only interest fun. The days were warm, full of light. It seemed like the future was nowhere in sight. In the autumn of my life there seemed so much change. Everything in my sights, seemed out of range. As the leaves began to fall I thought my life was turning. Smoke just filled the air, from all the bridges burning. No matter what I tried, I couldn’t save myself. Only to awake, seeing someone else. Then came the winter season, with the cold wind’s blow. The seeds that I had planted, lie dormant in the snow. The door slammed behind me, I couldn’t see where to go. Things that I thought I knew, I didn’t really know. The world outside was dying, but I wasn’t really trying……... Now it seems that life has come full circle again. A new beginning from the ashes of the end. When I thought it may be over, spring time returned. It carried the message of all that I had learned. To truly love, you must set everything free. Then you can realize all that you can be. With eyes wide open, I finally can see. That everything I needed was right in front of me.