Schizophrenic Love Story

I indeed love her But can't muster enough nerve I had rehearse those lines But as if someone tied my tongue Afraid of venom of pain Afraid to be stung Better to hide it this way But regret is even painful at the end She was so alluring A beauty that could only be mine in a dream She was every of my fantasies But how can I charm her Everything about me was so simple While she was extra-ordinary I must act now Then I lied... I told her I am a prince That I owed the stars But I saw her shaking her heads She was nothing compared the sun She was nothing compared to the blue sky I lost my self control I began grasping her Kissing her torridly Even a lot of people are witnessing what I am doing Little do I care I want her badly, crazily And then laughters everywhere Indeed people saw me grasping and kissing someone Someone in their eyes... Was only a tree... written: july 4, 2014