Scatter

Scatter
By Laura Dee battle 
January 16, 2015

The audience has gone inside 
Where ecstasy will go to die 
I took a long ride with bittersweet youth 
Left here alone without the truth 

But there is hope to find outside 
If I can make it out alive 
The world outside it menacing 
But no one in here wants to sing

Fail me one more time today 
Just for the good ol times to stay
At least I know to let it go
The dead inside is not for show 

Not fit for mass production 
A failed prototype of perpetual sin
It's like repeating the last scene again
The place that I die is where I'll begin 

Knowing this is where my journey comes home
This sacrifice will never be mine alone
Grieve for the son you thought you perceived
Cry silent tears for the lies that you believed 

Honestly I lied because the truth is severe
Can you honestly say you're bigger than fear?
Cmon dear let me be clear about my intentions 
You're just like me; you see through you're own inventions 

The world is too relative to speculate objectively
To filter out the harmful things of everything you'll never be 
I speak a lot of could have beens and make believes 
I guess it's just loneliness that leaves this debris 

Where is that ecstasy I crave?
More than a pill; it's what you gave 
So will I fill this void inside
Or spin my wheels until I die?

It peaking to forever noon 
Judgement day is coming soon
The make or breaking day to take 
No dwelling over my mistakes
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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