Salvation Seeker
Colors faded in to the black
I have gone to far to take it back
but every when I question why
all I get is an anger high
No rush or drug can get my down
my fate it sealed into the coulds
with great sorrow I stand my ground
knowing that only GOD can save me now
but what is GOD?
who is he or she
is he or she alive
does he or she strive
or do they look in from the side lines
until we beg for mercy
instead of begging for what we derserve
It was just another bump in the road
just another sharp curve
So then GOD
what would you call my blade?
I call it a way out
one painful second
that tells me I am alive
and I still beg for what my heart wants
I wish to die
Truth says you know what
the heart may seek
but I am overly broken
and passed the peek
Still you make me live and strive
God I beg you
Let this child die
for the innocents was stolen
and salvation was killed
where does a hurt child like me lie?
Within Hell or beside heaven
I know one thing,
I'll never be forgiven
Copyright © Nichole Anderson | Year Posted 2011
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