Sad Or Happy?

SAD OR HAPPY? I FEEL KINDA SNAPPY. KINDA CONFUSED MYSELF? U KNOW HOW IT FEELS WHEN U GO BLANK? ITS LIKE U SEE BLACK OUT OF YOUR HEAD CANT THINK CAUSE THERE IS SO MUCH TO THINK OF CANT BE CREATIVE WHERE MY MIND IS WALKING ON CLOUD HEARING VOICE THROW MY HEAD OUT LOUD IT SEEMS EXTREMELY WOWED CAUSE I CANT THINK WITH THIS BLANK OUT. FEELING CONFUSED GETTING NERVOUS OF THE CHOOSES THAT I GOTTA MAKE IT WILL CAUSE THE FEATURE RUNNING WITH FEAR YET SMILING LIKE ITS NOTHING HAVING NO CLUE WHATS UP WITH ME YET I GOT ALL THESE MIX EMOTIONS RUNNING THROW ME FEELING EXCITED YET FEELING DOWN AM I GOING CRAZY? ICAUSE OUT OF NO WHERE I FEEL LIKE DANCING I AM FEELING UP AND DOWN EACH MINUTE CANT THINK, JUSTED PUSSED. DONT KNOW IF I AM SAD OR HAPPY?