Sad

A saddened self overly sad clinging to life, barely glad in world surrounded blessed mad screaming thoughts screeching add. Why you’re yelling no, no more sad. to me, you think it matters that? well it doesn’t and you’re not my lad dare not be pushy, not my dad. My assaulted emotions beg stop this raid this bully’s act of parenting paid enough i reject your mischievous aid. just leave alone just leave me laid. Leave my loathing self just lone with my first toys and new phone absorbed into incandescent game tone movies with popcorn and ice cream cone. Loneliness purging joy to fade estranged i remained with autumn shade tempered tantrums taught tis trade might to misery to manic made. This tonic sadness linger and creep concealing its presence i adoringly keep my messed mind mourns the more i weep mumble and tumble the more i want sleep.