Retirement

It came upon me suddenly;
I was unprepared and surprised.
They met around my drab sick bed,
“Retirement” they advised.

As I sat with my boss and peers
as my future was foretold.
No more praise or prize for me.
My illness had knocked me cold.

It took six months to learn to walk.
Three more to remember a thing.
I became discouraged with my life
and my muse no poems would bring.

I sat in a chair for two years
watching re-runs on TV.
I watched news daily for hours
not knowing who to believe.

Two weeks ago, it all changed.
I suddenly got back my soul.
The stupor that draped me blew off.
I woke up each morning with goals.

As bad as the path to here’s been,
I managed the fog to survive.
My heart now is filled with poems.
I feel lucky to be alive.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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Barry Avatar
April 19, 2020 at 11:12 AM
Yes I understand that writers' lag we all suffer from! I am trying so hard to get my writing published and I just go back into that 'stupor' of lethargy getting another refusal.....
Hodges Avatar
April 19, 2020 at 12:32 PM
Keep trying. I haven't found the courage to try for publication yet.
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