Requiescat In Pace

If I knew it was gonna be this way I would've never invested The time and money spent On the girl I thought I loved but I truly resented We say we learned but I really just grew I remained the same man I was Changed for the better But the same guy you knew Now I'm in debt And I owe my time To people who matter But I ain't gotta dime To my name so what does it matter? I don't know what I was thinking Keeping you with me in the first place I got too comfortable I blindly followed-I gave chase I cant put all the blame on you But why not treat scum like scum Like how it feels? I chew you up and spit you out Just like cheap bubblegum You were never any better Actually worse So get off your high chair Before I put you were you belong And return you back to your hearse Cause your dead inside I should've smelled it from the beginning I should have never spent my time caring And kept to digging By Nicholas Bello