Relationship Lost

Bewildered heart; it questions virtue Confused in mind; no solace found Awakened thoughts; hurt, misleading Legs give in, I fall to ground Where I pray it's but a nightmare Yet, the weight of truth exceeds in pounds I must let go or shall I hold on Will she, in turn, hold on as well I know not true, of which is better For only now, our time will tell Yet, painful still, alone without her I feel my life is now my hell