Relapse Regrets

Disappointment coats my dreams, 
like blight destroys a bloom.
Good intentions grow obscene
do push me to my doom.

Everyone has demons,
some shackled, some are caged;
but I've been cursed with free ones 
that would burn me with their rage.

The demon canc'rous grown in me
digs deep his torturous claws -
so the only way I can break free 
is to pass through Death's dark doors.
Yet Life I crave, and Love's pure light -
my soul's desire: free.
Sad battered, bruised but still I fight 
with all I have in me.

And though my soul's disfigured
and weighed down with ugly sin;
Jesus made a blind man see -
and Faith will help me win.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Agustin Avatar
January 21, 2025 at 11:12 PM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Have a blessed New Year.
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January 19, 2016 at 9:17 PM
TANYA, I really enjoyed this poem thanks for sharing **SKAT**
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