Regrets

Maybe if I never would have seen your face then maybe my life today wouldn’t be so messed up Back then if I could have never talked to you then maybe just knowing about love would have been enough Ever since I let you into my life I have done nothing but do wrong I put everything on hold for you and now my problems haven’t been dealt with in so long My choices were my own and I’m faced with the consequences of those actions I’ve made Since I let you have me, my nights are mostly spent in the corner being so afraid I’m left with the unsure ness of not knowing where I will go when I pass on Those feelings I have toward you since then have now been long gone I still look to the door in a hope that your body will appear I still look for you when a song comes on and your body is no where near My dreams are sometimes filled with thoughts of you In all that I have done these few things that linger on is something that I cant figure out if there its true If I could take it all back you know that I would in a hope that my life would soon be different That I would be a smarter better person instead of my soul being selfish and ignorant My last breathe is filled with the losses that I have acquired Ly last moment is filled with all the things that my flesh has desired As I step toward the gates that I know my soul will not be lead in to My sins flash before me and the last regret of me saying “why did I ever have to meet you”