Refusal To Pay

My cries of forgiveness And painful regret My sins of the flesh You could never forget I begged your forgiveness For so many years But the louder my heart shouted It fell on deaf ears You fed off my misery And thirsted for my pain But I saw in your face All was in vain So no more will I suffer, beg or repent You sucked my emotions dry and my patience is spent. But my resolve is much stronger And I cast you away My hurting is over I no longer shall stay The price for your forgiveness I see is my soul Escape from your torture Is now my life’s goal I’m through with your lies And belittling ways I choose a new life And I choose not to pay