Recap

Locked inside a triangle of thoughts for you Remembering my days you painted them from blue Reminiscing on the days of short memories we made Feeling like our time - was jipped and played I don't feel I had an exceptionally long time with us at all I feel like had we had more time - stuff could've been resolved Although we could've balanced us - maybe we could've evolved (Not that this is true) but I feel like almost 7 years was punished from you You're a self-confessed introvert & you really love your work I felt like everything you did - there I was to lurk You expected me to stay 10-12 hours on a beach just to watch you But when Holly's bored she'll be a if she has nothing to do You'd say I was always in my head & didn't wanna interact with you But if I did you'd get snappy 'cause you're working - & that's so true You wanted me to talk & when I did you seemed uninterested, & would only have conversations with me that you selected (At the time) my patience sucked to understand & learn to write code with you The concept of I.T. stuff (unless administration) there's no way I can do You'd go almost every day not saying anything at all to me But hardly ever balanced it so where you & I could together be free At the time I didn't get it - at the time I didn't see The infinite ways we could've been so good If we had put the work in, to make sure both of us understood It was difficult 'cause you were always stressed We forgot if we tried together it could come out so blessed You forgot together that we make a damn good team But we were both too stubborn to believe it Neither of us were ready & willing to receive it We can't block each other out & expect it to work Otherwise we'd both bottle it up & go berserk If it were important to each other's selection Then we would've made a conscience effort to put in more genuine affection