Rebuilding From Within

Since the beggining of my journey people always been pushing ignorant views on me, The evidence is always lacking but still insisting its the way it has to be, Spend my time escaping to build a mind palace, Whilst stumbling through this crazy world like Alice, Everything I learn is like a new brick, but piecing them together is the real trick as the evils of the world begin to stick, Meditating on my throne channeling peace and serenity, Attempting to make some sense of the black, white and grey with clarity, but my inner sanctuary from the outside becomes corrupted, Finally time this place was deconstructed, As you cannot build a structure on broken foundations, I take my best bricks and work amalgamations, In my new palace there be holes where once was black, This time I'll keep it clean and make sure they never come back, I need to gather better bricks to rebuild my mind, with new adventures and new experiences is the only way I will find The only way to start again is to sift through all of the rubble, If I fail in this then again there will be trouble, And when the negatives of my mind attempt to seep in, I'll be meditating in my palace protected from sin.