Really Here

When will it be my turn.,to have a living life? Sometimes i sit and wonder, if it will be when i die...everyday i sit here, sad and all alone...as everyone i care about, SIMPLY JUST GOES ON! Have they just forgotten ME!, I AM REALLY HERE....!Do they even notice that I cry so many tears? I wish I really knew this,why my breaths always at risk..,when all it is ,i want or need, simply is just this...... Just to talk, or play a game, a minute of your time...I miss living LIFE so much, and being LEFT BEHIND... Am I just a burden,or simply in tier way?,I hope and pray they never find themselves JUST like me someday!!!!!!