Realization

My comprehension of people is narrowing too thin It is stuck going in circles, lost in an endless whirlwind Of love versus hate and sorrow embarrassed by grief Over unimagined things by dull minds not willing to see With unlistening ears eavesdropping in disbelief To stand by and watch, stealing from what I need Taking my kindness for weakness, another pointless fight That scares me back into myself with nowhere to hide I have dreams of being enough to matter For kept promises and hope not left to shatter And wishes on stars that I can believe in Unconditional love for all my weird, thick and thin Open arms understanding with eyes that can see The imperfectly made, kaleidoscope of me A quiet, lonely soul, fascinated by the little things Learning to love her, conquering the fear it brings