Reality Or Dreaming

My heart skips a few beats before I realize that I’m not breathing. Am I dying? I ask myself but there is no response Is this the end? I close my eyes It feels so much like falling much like suffocating much like nothing I don’t know what’s going on around me all I know is that I just felt a breath leave me my eyes fly open and see the people around me My heart must be beating I don’t know if this is a reality or if I’m dreaming All I know is I hear screaming Then I realize It’s coming from me Out of my lungs Through my mouth Out into the already intoxicated air Evaporating everything I don’t know if this is a reality Or if I’m dreaming