Reality

I guess I didn't realize how much of an impact you made in my life. How your laugh was more contagious than a yawn, or how your hugs felt like coming home to your warm bed from a long road trip. I guess I didn't realize how incredibly strong our friendship was even from two different worlds. I guess I didn't realize being different and from those distant worlds, our perfect life would tear apart. The one where you're by my side and I'm by yours. Like it always had been. I guess I just now realized you helped me grow. I hope you finally realize that I'm sorry and that I tried. I tried. I really tried.