Razor Blade

So what am I supposed to do?
Just freeze in the dark, waiting for you?
Watching flying children, swim across the park
Waking up on the other side of the dark
At least it was something
Or was it all for nothing?
If I could show you what I mean
If I could explain these feelings
I've lived for this long, I don't know how
So many times I've tried, it's too much now
So what do you expect of me now?
When you want the world to stop
Go away, go away from me
Just leave me alone, can't breath
Time passes by and still I try
But I can never make it to the end
I just want you to leave me alone
Go away, I just want you to leave me alone
A beautiful mind with the cuts and scars
It's kind of hard when you don't
Know who you are
Now I realize what I have done wrong
I am scared for all that I have done wrong
I probably made myself cry
I think I did
I'm not sorry

Written August 8, 2005
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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