Razor Blade

So what am I supposed to do? Just freeze in the dark, waiting for you? Watching flying children, swim across the park Waking up on the other side of the dark At least it was something Or was it all for nothing? If I could show you what I mean If I could explain these feelings I've lived for this long, I don't know how So many times I've tried, it's too much now So what do you expect of me now? When you want the world to stop Go away, go away from me Just leave me alone, can't breath Time passes by and still I try But I can never make it to the end I just want you to leave me alone Go away, I just want you to leave me alone A beautiful mind with the cuts and scars It's kind of hard when you don't Know who you are Now I realize what I have done wrong I am scared for all that I have done wrong I probably made myself cry I think I did I'm not sorry Written August 8, 2005