Rainy Weather

All the things he put you through but you still trust him You want his image to be bright, it sits dark and grim. You start to ask yourself if what he did was your fault All the dark memories he caused stored - locked in a vault Hidden from society, hidden from yourself You get so mad, so frustrated, so worked up All your emotion stirring like tea in a cup. Till one day you just lose it all Tearing up throwing what you own against the wall. You have lost yourself in a forest of emotion You wonder if there is a cure, maybe a secret potion. All hope gone you stare at the wall in silence Was all the pain worth the little bit of violence You don't know what is real or what is fake Praying for god if he can give it one more take wanna make things right but know they can't get better All you have left to do is enjoy the rainy weather.