Raining Novas

13 Days~ of confusion 
Lost inside her head
Sees no other way
  Today ~ Is the Day
Don’t miss me
I can’t stand me
  He’ll be better ~ Without me?
Forget it 
Hurt you, Hurt you
  Or me? 
Helpless laughter
Replaces screams of
  Disaster 
Can’t find a solution
 To cure my CONFUSION
Did I do it? 
Did I let it happen?
I can’t take it anymore
Where’s my baby
Where’s my little boy
Can’t have him
I’m not enough
Then WHY are you?
Hurts so much
INSIDE… 
HURT HURT
HURTS….
Does it hurt him?
Will he know how much it HURT me?
Taken away, not allowed?
He is my baby, not yours…
Give him back
TAKE HIM??
But why would he want me?
You said I didn’t want him
Is that what you’ll tell him?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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July 1, 2011 at 5:06 PM
Very raging and poowerful expressions, Cristyna
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