Rain

The rain is falling down tonight As I close my eyes there you are again in my sights My memories of my moments frozen in time won't let me sleep So even though I feel strong It's a sensation which is all wrong Cause the visions that run through my mind leaves me feeling broken, cold, alone and week It's something completely hopeless So very helpless To the point where I can't breathe You hear the rain hit the ground You try very quietly not to make a sound Even though your screaming inside You wish so much from all this you can run and hide But there's no where to which you can go And this I am all too familiar with and so very much know It follows you everywhere so no sense in fighting it any longer And even when you give in the feeling just keeps getting stronger You are my love suicide To all your desires I would so very willing abide I see me there you holding me tight as we lie in your bed And for the first time in a long time I finally am revived so completely alive and not dead I sit there hanging on your every word that is said I'm so captivated by your love That I then no longer am raptured from all my heartaches that swing from the ceilings above You are the only man who will ever be The one who could take me to palces I have never before seen And you are the only man I would so completely and willingly Totally capture and ravish me And then I remember how she is the one holding you Doing the things to you I so much long to do Look at her closely, does she look back at you with the love she should I'm there in the back of your mind and you know that if it was me there with you now I would There's no doubt I would stare right through to your soul so intently it would take away your breath Then you would get it and my love for you will then reveal to you it's depth Yeah now the rain is really starting to pour And I know if only you were here with me right now in this moment and in time from now on the rain would then have no reason to fall anymore...