Processing the System: Introduction

It was in the water Where receptors were numbed As currents of pain and pleasure Were systematically being gummed Blinded eyes gazed at silence Forked tongues hissed at words The machine making adjustments Were the loud sounds players heard Not for me, can't have Move along little doggie, just get through Suffering is your lot in life Precious Blue can't always find, and rescue you Words, sentences, mantra, belief My narrative was alive......without....ME Must hide self in the crowd Where evil is not allowed ...........but where to hide .................................when I must ABIDE .......................................................in NOT.....ME!!! Written by Trudy Schrader on 08/29/2020 Note: I swear, the healing process never ends. LOVE is always revealing areas in the heart that are cold and need the warm touch of caring love to make it whole and new again. This process is very difficult for me, but I will do the work so that I can be healed and maybe others can benefit from my journey. Wow! See!?! Melodrama....Lord, help me!