Praying For the Life I Had In Mind

I wish I could see What's next for me My life hasn't turned out great All I can do is wait To see how my life will be I'm always down upon my knees Praying up to God Waiting for his approving nod Then my life will turn a page I'll be released from this cage If I just hold on a while I'll finally find a way to smile My eyes will open wide I'll no longer need to hide I'm sick of being sad Of always being mad I want to let it go If only I could know That one day I will find The life I had in mind