Pouring Out Actions

As thoughts poured out As her feeling came And reminded her about The actions that run And cause severe chaos As the sun peers Through her window As her heart washes itself Her shadow hangs on the wall As a towering figure That stood tall And drained any sympathy Inside her pacing memories As the scenes would fly Pain turned into tears With a knife aimed At her heart with fear Fear of losing sympathy From the heavenly provider Logic drowned in emotion No comforter there To end the commotion And keep her soul here But fear clogs her veins Thinking back on yesterday Feeling the good times Until this knife took it all Only seconds away from her heart What if she dropped it? Where would she start? Obscurity hangs in the air Only she cares Her and that knife.