Pond of My Tears

The leaves are on the ground The tree is falling apart The memories I try to kill The wounds i try to heal I look at the stars at night I see something as beautiful as you That makes me miss you so That very moment i wish i would never let it go But its hurts me more to see that you are gone I realize that like those stars where i cant go You are as far from me as the Eyes cant show Now as youve been so bold To tell me that you dont need me at all Youve left me so cold so alone Shinning little tears drop all over the phone Waiting for the call that i wont even get if im about to die I know Its a waste like my love no matter how much i cry I know i fell in that pond once before My heart is crushed to pieces my mind says no more I swear im not inside the pond my dear Sorry but Ive got my own pond of tear Im inside that pond and ready to drown You were my master and i was you clown You must happy , i wish you to be i really do But my dear to your account Im still loving you!