Poems Passed

I start this poem with a plea, Look at whats become of me, Shattered dreams and a broken heart, So much guilt where do I start? I wanted life yet I found death, My mother gone my children left, My friends ticked off one by one, No ones left now the reapers come. I looked for God but all I find, Is the broken world He left behind, No more hope for united bliss, Only waiting for the drunk mans fist. Yet I seem to find a light, The only thing that seem this right, All I have is this tainted love, As she cant bless it from above.