~ Poem the 1st Chap. Inspired Bye ~ Part #1

~ Peace Love and Life ~ "The-Flight of-Fancy" ... ~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~     It's taken 20 some odd years still, to write this ... .  a collection of poetry.          ~ Trammeled ~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~ (Alone) ... . ~ A horrid-echo of-truth ... I feel it-is ... ! For me-the bump ... be whales-me ... . The desire to stop, rises, it's cast about-from-within-me-with every-hit ... regret. I-can't feel-you-as I need You-when, it-cries, forgive-me-Lord ... . As-my-thoughts-of-you, hate-for-this, shame,  cry-I'm-not-good-enough ... . Smoke-lingers ... . Reminds ... . In-an-of-myself-I-fear what-this-stuff-will do-next, hell, heaven-if its-here, there ... ? Far-far away-lost-apart-from You, to-see-it-I-will not, greater-is-my-fear ... . ~ I-will die ... . ~ ~ Blind ... . ~ In-a-cloud-of smoke-I'll lye-down, trammeled ...  ~ (((Alone))) ... . ~ ~ It's-up-to You-Lord ... . Dipper-hits my lips again, hope-still-HEAVEN-is-not lost. "Jesus"-"friend"- good-times-are-all-gone, broken-I-cannot-live-as-you,  doubt-I'll-ever-see-You. Smoke-out I will ... . I-guess ... ? Care-not-any-more for heaven, at-least-for-now ... . Feel-like-lost forever-will-I-be ... . When-if-mercy-You-will to bring it-to-me,  I-hope-you-can-forgive-me,  because to-find, honor You, be-faithful ...  I-haven't the strength ...  right-now ... . I'm tired-Friend ... . So-I'll-cry-this-way-without-you, till-the-end ... . Help-me, if-you-would ... ! I'm-alone-in-this ... . ~ Love ~  (((James))) ... ?? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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