Please Kill Me

How and when? Did I not see? Did I not realize? I opened my eyes and then she was gone, never to back again I asked myself what shall I do now, then answer was a dark spot I looked here and there to find someone, some one literally But I knew there were none, there were none All I could see was dark and still I’m in that place where dark in the only word That I can find to explain what I’ve been living in what I’m going into What I came from where I was living and where I’m about to die Where there is curse for me, where I can find a dark lonely place to cry Where there are souls of those people whose love died like mine Who died not because the death took their life but they took it from him You doubt that I wouldn’t shed an ocean full of tears for you? Id shed ocean full of blood for you my dear, Tears are just like air They are in my eyes like the air in the atmosphere They say we human would die without air in the atmosphere And I’d die without tears in my eyes that have your name on every single drop I’m not yet mad that I don’t realize things; I still remember that there used to be Day and night, and now its night and night, but the source of day is still in the sky I wonder why it’s always night where I come from? Why I’m not supposed to live in one Now the word hurt is as much as help for my life, so hurt me, curse me, just go ahead and kill me That would not still help me I guess and dying would be cheap for you What’s there that I can really do for you? For me for my feelings that I have for you Those very one that never die, whatever you do to me, they seem to be immortal Please you brought me those you gave me those, you wrote it you must know the way to erase it please, if it’s a one way process that you’ve done Ill welcome you with my heart open, Please kill me