Plagued With Pain

People don't understand,
Nobody can seem to comprehend,
The pain I'm plagued with and must with stand,
Only those who've had such experiences first hand understand,
Your completely clueless clearly,
Otherwise your speech would be sincere sincerely,
Your frustrations and frantic feedback lacks feelings, to be frank,
Wrinkled brows surrounded by an air of disbelief and your eyes blank,
I'm in such pain such anguish such agony,
The pain increasing constantly more and more rapidly,
You dont understand how could you comprehend,
A pain worthy of suicidal pleas,
To beg for a remedy whatever the cost maybe,
A sale to satan condemning my soul for eternity,
The payment a sacrifice I'd pay any currency,
I'd dance with the dead the devils most thoroughbred,
I'd dive the deepest seas to seek my pearl in the oyster beds,
I'd twist and twirl with tornadoes,
I'd pray to the powerful Egyptian pharaohs,
If they could cure me and be my heroes,
I'm in such pain such anguish so much agony,
I'd do anything to be free cross the globe travel the galaxy,
Screaming Abdabs is what we've named it,
The definition extreme screaming sounds a perfect fit,
I lie crying and screaming to the pain I have to submit,
No medicine relieves the pain 
Is this life of suffering really humane, 
I pray for a miracle from the main man, 
That he will end my misery or my lifespan,
The suffering is to much for me and it would be for you,
Narcotics are great when you first start out it’s true,
But they soon the relief will leave you strung out,
Addiction sets in and you can no longer function without,
Its no longer working for me as pain relief should be, 
A cruel circle which never ends a record repeating constantly,
You want to delete the track and play a new soundtrack 
Hahaha good luck with that, 
As it just repeats and your heading straight back,
I'm in pain I'm in anguish repetitive agony,
I'm fighting a war against my own body, 
I have finally surrender And i have lost honorably.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2020



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