Pills and Sm

I drown myself in pills,
and self mutalation,
wanting to feel numb,
and to forget who i am,
even if only for a while,
Cutting and scratching,
helps me punish myself,
for what i have done,
it's a constant reminder,
of who worthless i am,
Pills,
make me feel at rest,
for once my mind stops,
the whole world stops,
and its just me,
So i will keep drowing myself,
in pills and mutalation,
it's the only time i can be happy.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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Cooper Avatar
November 9, 2011 at 7:27 AM
powerful pen, great write. love your style of writing
The Rogue Rhymer Avatar
November 8, 2011 at 5:54 PM
Jyn-You are really a powerful writer-I hope you can get the 'right' help and channel your writing to more positive topics :)
Kearley Avatar
November 8, 2011 at 1:51 PM
We need to talk!
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