Pillow Talk

hanging out amongst those who are like minded new to the group naive to the lies and deceptions groomed with gifts fun spotlight low expectations time goes by everything great money had you blinded you had the lovers fame reputation all felt so right competitiveness between group members alike tension becomes intolerable to the point of dislike truth be told about how to settle with a fist fight threats were always spewed but no action taken group members siding causing small divisions most tired of the tension making hasty collisions all about money fashion lovers has caused a shaken this one particular night you decided not to indulge feeling not up to par your soul making you elusive hung out as usual thinking how things can be decisive something felt off your intuition gave you a nudge not feeling the vibe decided to step out side for air unbeknownst to you the tension was thickening come back in moments later you were witnessing an argument turned deadly body sit dead in a chair blood that carries secrets slowly coagulate thick dark stickiness that drew in flies smells whilst being puddling burying lies sitting in panic with beads of sweat from distress wondering what to do where to go who is who paranoid with being inexperienced about crime this was not part of a plan to hang out this time nobody to trust running scared sleepless night too would they let you just walk away knowing what you seen following you haunting you in dreams to scare you quiet this secret causing the heart and mind to have an inner riot telling was out of the question not even mentioning the scene seeing members from time to times looking with evil eyes made you reevaluate the meaning of like minded people following popularity status spotlight really reels in sheeple darker than you will ever admit magic deceit and lies realizing having your own individuality avoids like mindedness you don't have to say you endure and was scare most of the time this experience help heal suppress parts traded for being a slime learning things about yourself now has you with sharp sightedness