Payback

Why do I give a fck that Its your birthday Why do I give a fck When I’m worth way More than this torture Cause I counted 245 days Since I felt your lips Add 37 more and that’s the day You put all these rips Yet I still want to take Devil flower nectar sips Even after you slit my wrists I still care that you think I’m fine And that my poetic lines Can still blow your mind So I’ll write you a verse I’ll conjure up some random magical curse Void of feeling to manipulate Your feelings speed up your heart Then snatch the ladder up from under- Neath your heart make you fall again Build a wall just to stain With your emotional pain Make you really learn to hate The meanings of fate Crossing from love to hate I’ll break these fcking Gates built to keep me out I’ll kick your soul in And shout Look what I did Yes it’s me the one you hid From and did some Thing forgettable Who cares what it was But it’ll be regrettable Cause regrets make us human Love makes us not human So I’ll make you regret That you love me Just for payback