Pay Attention

SADLY, I SIT IN MY BEDROOM MY TEARS ROLLING DOWN MY CHEEKS THINKING ABOUT THE PEOPLE I'VE LOST AND I HAVEN'T THOUGHT OF THEM IN WEEKS IT SEEMS LIKE MY MINDS BEEN ON AUTO DRIVE THE DAYS WERE JUJST PASSING BY I LOOK BACK TO TRY TO SEE A MEMORY BUT THERE'S NOTHING, AND I DON'T KNOW WHY I KNOW I'VE GONE HERE AND DONE THIS OR THAT THEY WERE JUST REGULAR THINGS I HAD TO DO BUT WHERE WAS MY LIFE OF ANY SUBSTANCE WHAT THOUGHTS OR EMOTIONS DID I GO THROUGH? I'VE REALLY NOT BEEN PAYING ATTENTION TO MYSELF OR MY LIFE AS IT IS I NEED TO BE MORE IN THE PRESENT BEFORE ANY MORE DAYS GO BY IN A WHIZ!