Pattern To Escape

I let myself fall back to the one I am with What I tell myself we have is completely a myth The imminent disappointment every time we kiss Makes me see there is something truly amiss How can I from this revolving circle escape Break free into the life shared with my one true mate Have I hoped to early or come to late To find the remnants of what I long to create Forever in my dreams, locked behind the door Am I left to wander with regret and nothing more