Past Caring

In envelopes

of time

a message posts

it's way

settles in

my mind

where junk-mail

greets decay.



There it sinks

to find

the bottom

of the pile,

the yellow

corners curl

and raise

a bitter smile



Occasions call

to brain

the ring pull

on a beer

unleashing

foaming suds

that brew

and disappear.



The mail

stays undisturbed

as once I

cease to care

I cease to

mourn the loss,

for nothing

lives in there.



If I am

cold, remote,

blank as

a whitewashed wall,

the marble in

my eyes

sets for

the good of all.



The temporary

madness

of selfishness

and greed,

the needing

and the loving

I did not

really need.



These messages

expire,

they never

comprehend,

for all I thought

I felt

was nothing

in the end.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2005

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