Passing Me By

every time it seems like moments pass me by its almost like its calling out to me saying its time to die i dont wanna touch the sky i dont wanna feel that way im trying to make my time stop to say ok this how u are this will take u far this will make u in to a star so i just pick up a pen and pad and write a bar but its just so hard cause my life is scarred i can see my hole world as if it was writin on a card and my fate is sealed i can never be healed im just keeping my mind revealed cause im looking through the distance of a field trying to find my one and only shield but its like times that pass me by my mind is getting high i lay here and im ready to die and all i say now is goodbye