Passing Letters

Dear Lee, It has been a long time since I last wrote to you. I am sorry to have procrastinated so. Even though it has been a long time, I still think about you often and wish you were here. Life here is good now...well actually it's kinda good, kinda not so good sometimes, anyway never mind that. Ol' Jesse dog, finally rolled over for the last time, and went looking for you. I hope she found you well. Scratch her ears for me will ya? Don't tell her too loudly, but we got another puppy last year and she right away went to Jesse's old spot and laid right down. I think she might actually be Jesse come back. Jan is thinkin' of retirin', maybe next year. 'course I've heard that every year since the last election, but has it happened yet?...naw...'sides what would we do with all that extra time stickin' around? It'd get under my fingernails I reckon, and I dunno if I'd be able to keep my wits. I planted the garden again this year and used some of those heritage tomato and squash seeds I had gotten from that stand we passed that day, remember? We had just gone for a ride and saw that place in the middle of nowhere, and we pulled over and that old lady was sittin' there in a straight-back chair snappin' beans. She told us all the best vegetables to grow, and sold me those seeds, and gave you a peach, and you dripped the sweet juice all over your T-shirt, and the wasps started buzzing around lookin' for the sweet nectar, and you started swattin' at 'em. She took another peach and squashed it in her hand and dropped it on the ground and the wasps lighted on it and started drinkin' it, and she chuckled and said they needed their share too. She had such a sweet, joyous laugh. Oh damn Lee...you know...sometimes...you jus' pop into my mind an' I start wellin' up...well you know - I jus' miss you sooo much. It's ok...it's just not the same, that's all. It's good to talk sometimes. I gotta get back now, I'll write later. I love you - I'll always love you. Chris © Goode Guy 2012-05-24