PAINS OF LOVE

She was my best friend a forever companion We were so close and compassionate in dealings Travelling, laughing creating beautiful memories Promising each other forever without apartheid Love was so strong and edifying without dispute Always laughing, kissing and caressing all day Without hesitating before love making and more. Woke up one morning without my lover by my side Waiting and hoping she went to fetch something Never knew I have been blackmail to her via text It's a text from my ex lover wanting to reunite Wanting to ignite the love she was unable to build vulnerable without location knowing her whereabouts I ponder and wonder over where and how to find her. This feelings bursting my brain causing migraine making me want to migrate from here to Madrid In search for her, for that's where I find her Now I am winning and dinning with aches of pains Drinking and smoking sobering in solitude panting Breathing heavily my heart beats in search of her Presence but it was absence the rhythm of my heart.