Painful Heart

So much pain inside my heart,
I don't know where to start.

My mind is fighting every thought,
sometimes i wish i would get shot

Ever had this morbid desire,
wishing for nothing but pain, or fire

This love makes me crazy,
Sometimes almost even hazy...

I wish I meant that in a good way,
but for my actions, now i get to pay.

I feel all alone, 
If anyone cares, please, I would like to be shown.

Where are you God...?
This is just a dark, deceitful Gary's Mod.

Life is just a game,
I want the fame.

I want success, 
But I'm only a crying mess.

So much pain inside my heart...
I don't know where to start...
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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July 9, 2016 at 12:53 AM
Ethan Johnson, nicely penned. Enjoyed reading your thoughts and words today. Love ~SKAT~
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May 21, 2010 at 9:56 AM
This is excellent. I like the rhyming couplets. Welcome to Poetry Soup and keep writing. Blessings, Joseph
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May 12, 2010 at 6:28 AM
I would like to welcome you to PoetrySoup Ethan. Wishing you the best in your writing endeavors. If you have questions please feel free to ask anyone here. We are all willing to help and if we don't know the answer we will find someone who does. Love, Carol
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May 10, 2010 at 9:36 PM
WOW SO MUCH PAIN YOU MUST HAVE . . JUST KNOW THAT ... LIKE THE SONG "LIFE GOES ON" JUST DON'T LOOK BACK LOOK AHEAD AND BE HAPPY
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May 10, 2010 at 7:11 PM
wow strong write, i sense the emotion, life gets bumpy just look ahead and keep your head up
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