Pain of My Heart

All this anguish in my heart, Conflict tears my sole apart, The pain I feel does not compare, To the loss I feel when she’s not there. I wish so much to hold her close, If not her then her ghost, Each day goes by in a clouded mist, Another razor at my wrist, The days are bright and pretty birds sing, Yet in my head their voices ring, Blinded by this misery, So confused it baffles me! Maybe one day we shall meet again, I hope that’s when the pain will end, But for now I sit and cry, Because we had to say good bye.