Pain of Desire

Sometimes I ask myself why ?
All the love deteriorating, Christ it needs you to rejuvenate it,
All this anger in me like poison has intoxicated me,
My dream are saturated with vicious visions of your blood in my hands,
The pure tablet of my heart has been tarnished, leaving it in tatters 
I’m radiating anger, I could even endorse Bin Laden,

I feel like the devils apprentice,
In the story book of life I’m rapidly turning into the antagonist, 
omnicient father help me find a remedy,
All this anger is replenishable, its becoming chronic,
The networks of my mind are malfunctioning the Meer thought of joy petrifies me,
All this is your fault and your cursed bald head,
I swore to be a pacifist but may soul is filled with pugnacity, 
your repulsive demeanor, your barbaric attitude,
 but yet you hold tight the hands of an angel, 
every drop of blood running through my veins prophess my hate for you,
Lord why is this feeling so bitter? 
Sometimes  I wish I was void off all emotions like a vacuum is void of  all matter,
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Agustin Avatar
January 30, 2025 at 4:35 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Have a blessed New Year.
A  Avatar
January 20, 2016 at 8:31 PM
ROGER, I really enjoyed this poem thanks for sharing **SKAT**
Brown Avatar
April 15, 2010 at 3:17 AM
I would like to welcome you to PoetrySoup Roger. If you would like to have more of your poetry read please limit your postings to 3-5 poems per day. In doing this more of your poetry is read and other poets can also have theirs read. Wishing you the best in your writing endeavors. If you have questions please feel free to ask anyone here. We are all willing to help and if we don't know the answer we will find someone who does. Love, Carol
Mehta Avatar
April 14, 2010 at 10:00 PM
A fine introspective poem
Sweetheart Avatar
April 14, 2010 at 6:26 PM
Welcome to the Poetry Soup Family of poets...luv.. Linda-Marie..
Ganga Avatar
April 14, 2010 at 2:50 PM
Hey sara am talking about someone in my life that is causing these feelings to come so am calling 2 jesus christ for help..
Sweetheart Avatar
April 14, 2010 at 1:28 PM
So enjoyed reading your creative write tonight...luv.. "Sweetheart"
A   Avatar
April 14, 2010 at 12:36 PM
GOOD ONE! THANK YOU
Kendrick Avatar
April 14, 2010 at 12:30 PM
Are you talking about Jesus Christ here or you talking about someone in your life that is causing these feelings to come up....I am not really sure what you are saying here. ..Sara
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