Pain Is Heavy

There is this weight pulling at me It's trying it's best to hold me down It's making me feel as though I'm alone Even when there are people around I wish that it would go away Somehow disappear and let me be But that seems to be a wasted wish It refuses let loose of its grip on me I'm having to learn to live with this It's a task that may be impossible Always fighting through the pain Is a chore that's become unbearable I only want to find some way To get out from under this To rid myself of all this pain That's hidden me in this abyss