Pain and Patience

Pain. The feeling is back, Stabbing me from my back. At times like this I don't know what to do, Memories kept running on my mind which I can't undo. The cut was still painful like at first, Making my heart scream and burst. I thought it wouln't took me long, But again, I was wrong. Now where would I run? I am afraid that you might be gone. I don't understand why those things happened, So as feeling the pain this often. Why is suffering goes with love? I keep asking from above. Yet, I still don't have the answer, But never will I surrender. It's hard, much harder than i thought, But I've had all the lessons that life has taught. Loving you was never a mistake, Instead, an opportunity worth to take. I'll try to wipe my tears, Stand up and fight the fears. If forever is what it takes, Then I will wait for love's sake.